tak boleh tidur

hurm...
nape malam ni rai susah nak lelapkan mata.
mcm2 dalam fikiran sekarang..

Domain baru RAIHANNAVANILLA

Salam semua..
rai dah tukar domain blog rai kepada:

http://www.raihannavanilla.blogspot.com


hee2...
vanilla mmg favourite rai..
tak keysah la perfume ke...
makanan ke..
aiskrim ke...
mmg fanatic habis dengan vanilla...
=)


and...
disebabkan rai baru tukar...
so ada link resipi yang lom boleh buka lagi...
so rai minta maaf byk2..
korang boleh je adjust semula kat link tu..
gantikan dengan raihannavanilla k...
rai akan cuba tukar semua secepat mungkin..
papepun thanx coz support blog nie...
=)

insyallah mood rajin rai untuk mengupdate blog akan datang tak lama lagi..
kih2...
rindu korang sume...
muahhx.

you never really appreciate what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can never get it back.. =P

You always say you hate to see me hurt,
and you hate to see me cry.
So all those times that you hurt me,
did you close your eyes?
My tears fall for the one who said would never make me cry.
The truth might hurt me, but lies will kill me.

But Now....
I’m stronger than yesterday..


You never really appreciate what you have until you lose it,
and once you lose it,
YOU CAN NEVER GET IT BACK!

Don't care about other pain in front of me.

Leona Lewis-happy

Someone once told me that you have to choose,
what you win or lose,
you can’t have everything


And, don’t you take chances,
you might feel the pain
Don’t you love in vain
cause love won’t set you free


I could stand by the side,
and watch this life pass me by

So unhappy, but safe as could be


So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge-my feet run outta ground?


I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound!

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

'Cause I'm just trying to be happy, yeah

Just wanna be happy, yeah


Holding on tightly

Just can’t it let go

Just trying to play my role

Slowly disappear, oh

Well, all these days they feel like they’re the same

Just different faces

Different names

Get me outta here

Well, I can’t stand by the side

Ooh, no

And watch this life pass me by... pass me by!


So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge-my feet run outta ground?

I gotta find my place

I wanna hear my sound!

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

'Cause I’m just trying to be... happy!

Oh, happy, ooh


So many turns that I can't see, like I'm a stranger on this road, but don't say victim... don't say anything


So what if it hurts me?

So what if I break down?

So what if this world just throws me off the edge-my feet run out of ground?

I gotta find my place!

I wanna hear my sound!

Don’t care about all the pain in front of me-I just wanna be happy!

Ooh yeah!

Happy!

Oh!

Happy!

I just wanna be... oh... I just wanna be... happy

Da-da-dah, happy

lepas satu satu benda wat rai sedih

Laptop rai dah tamat riwayatnya mlm ni..
Rosak tak leh pakai dah.
Memg dr dlu ada prob lcd..
Screen dia blurr2..
Tp rai pki juga sbb terpaksa..
And mlm ni terus screen dia gelap..
Kalau baiki pn kosnye lebih mahal kn.
Now rai on9 guna phone..
Nk taip susah. Nk buat kerja pun xleh..
Seksanya takde laptop...
Order cake sume xdpt nk ambillah...
Hurmmm.. =(

Sedih tak leh nk cakapla.
Rai bukan leh beli laptop cmtu je..
Nk bli yg 1 tu pun susah..
Duit bukan leh jatuh selonggok dr langit..
Duit nk bli ticket flight untuk balik mesia pun x ckup..
Pe lagi nk beli laptop baru untuk dri sndri.
Tak sudah masalah yg lama, timbul pula masalah baru...
Yg pelik ada org yg suka hati bila kita dilanda masalah..
Seronok sgt agaknya gelakkan org lain..
Alhamdulillah.. Thanx kepada yg wat cmtu.. Sy tak kaya cam awak..
Kalau laptop rosak.. Jgn kata nk beli 1.. Beli 10 pun awk mampu kan...


Memang rai sedih sgt2 skrg...
Kalau de lg yg lain nk gelakkn rai...
Silakan...

rai pun tatahula camana nk beli laptop baru...
Sdieyla camni..


Pe rai perlu buat....

someday i'll learn 2 let u go.

lately mcm2 jadi.
rai private blog sementara pun sbb de org fitnah2 kt bahagian shoutbox/comment..
sape anonymous yg tak sudah2 dengki ngan life org lain..
thanx bebanyak...
rai tak nak cakap banyak.
malas.
penat.
letih.
bosan.
suka sangat ek tgk org sedey?
but i believe semua yg terjadi de hikmah tersendiri..

jangan pedulikan rai.
tau tak erti sakit?
tahu tak erti perit?
perlu ke cerita masalah peribadi kat org lain?
please respect my privacy..
It hurts so bad.
i can't explain.
lost 4 kg in 2 weeks after dat thing happened....


susah ok rai nak terima...
please fahami .
papepun...
rai nak say thanx kepada semua yg bertanya kat inbox fb rai...
rai hargai sangat2...
kita hanya mampu merancang..
and allah tu yang tentukan segala2nya....
so serah je semua pada-NYA...
insyallah ada la jalan nanti...

wat masa nie rai tengah busy meniaga jual makanan weekend...
coz rai nak kumpul duit beli flight ticket balik malaysia summer nie..
rai dah x amek order cake buat masa nie..
sebab rai letih la nak layan customer yg tak faham rai..
jangan la nak paksa2 rai..
rai pun manusia biasa.
gi class.. balik class letih...
camana je rai nak siapkan tempahan....
kalau waktu sesuai...rai akan cuba ambil k..
tapi kalau rai kata tak boleh.. tak boleh la k..
sedih la bila org x faham perasaan and situasi rai...

doakan yg terbaik untuk rai...


Let the rain wash away all the pain yesterday.